Little space from night

A little space of my night I wrote from the POV of a girl who loved everyone from her heart but world was not ready to see. I blamed you for the anxiety, the spiral, the ache. But the truth is you were just the mirror. You pulled away, so I clung tighter. You needed space, I shrank smaller. You shut down, I got louder. You wanted freedom, I gave up my boundaries just to keep you. I thought if I just loved you harder, you’d finally stay. But love shouldn’t be begged for. Your avoidance was never mine to fix. You weren’t emotionally available, and I wasn’t emotionally safe. You ran from closeness, I ran from myself. You feared being engulfed. I feared being abandoned. We were both scared , just in opposite directi...