FRIENDS

 

 

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

(PS: This piece is from my lockdown diary, penned just before moving to Delhi, funny how words written then still hit the same now)

~I don't know whether to call it an appreciation note or cry while writing this note. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I'm so grateful for this show, where six non-existent characters sitting in a coffee house just being themselves made me survive those lockdown days. From just watching the random episodes on the Comedy Central TV channel to watching the whole season three times till date, it somehow helped me to ignore my dysfunctional life for a moment and just get lost in their crazy lives. I know it's too lame of me to note it down here, but I'll keep continuing. These six people were there when nothing was on track, all contacts were pretty blurry, and sitting hopelessly in home. They were the ones who got me involved with themselves. There were at 3 a.m. when my brain wouldn't let me sleep. They became a part of my daily life, and even today I'd prefer to re-watch those episodes rather than hustling for new things. I know it's very stupid of me to be so emotional for just a show, though I couldn't resist being extra about this show. These six characters had let me laugh or scream over the smallest things without in need of any company. They are my escape. They help me calm down in the most absurd situations and let me forget about the present time. Tbh, after watching the whole season for the first time, I started looking at life with a new sense, pretty much putting up a lot "on this show". So the thing is, I rarely feel very passionate about something, but this show has got me for real. This show has been one of the very few things that I immensely love. I've got a lot of things to say here personally about the show that I can't exhibit in person. So that's it. Yeah, who so ever read this far, Thank you:)                                               


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